Friday, March 20, 2009

vice.

have you ever felt guilty about something you've done, but only because no one else knows about it? because you felt you had every damn right to do it, even if every fiber of your being says its against what you believe in? have you ever just repeated what somebody said to you because you want them to know how much it hurt you.. and then have this person turn around and tell someone else what you said as if your mouth was where it originally came from? have you ever had your reputation ruined by one damn lie? have you ever wanted to be apathetic about what other people think, but what the ones you care about say/think/feel have so much affect on you, regardless? have you ever wanted to stop doing something for the sake of someone else, even though you know it wont matter to them cuz they wouldnt want to do the same for you? have you ever felt betrayed? have you ever found out that your friends talk about you behind your back? have you ever felt guilty about something you've done, but only because no one else knows about it? because you felt you had every damn right to do it, even if every fiber of your being says its against what you believe in? have you ever found happiness, regardless of all of these troubles that go through your mind?

yes. to every one of these questions. even the last one.
finally.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yes, a thousand times yes.

even when you think there's no possible way anyone in the world can relate to what you're feeling, rest assured that there is. even if you don't know who they are, or if they refuse to admit it.

we all can relate to each other somehow.