i can

i can put on a face and say im okay. i can run around and look happy. i can talk to everyone as if nothings wrong. i can, for the moment, forget my needs and wants. i can put before myself, everyone in my life. i can hold in my anger and sadness just so they can look me in the eye. i can flutter here and there and give hugs like my life is so amazing. i can, for the day, be the happiest girl ever to walk the earth.

but i cannot hide from the mirror on my wall.


i feel very depressed. im hoping that im just pmsing. not that my feelings really matter either way.