Sunday, December 28, 2008

random blog.

im really bored with nothing to do so im just gonna randomly blog right now. i had a strange dream last night. there was this guy chasing me...with a SNAKE! and he was trying to get the snake to bite my back.. and i was running away. then i got distracted by something.. and the guy got ahold of me, and then i felt the stinging pain of the snake in my back. then the guy just left me and i realized i wasnt dying.. turns out, the guy wasnt trying to kill me.. he was trying to change my pupils to being pure black. wtfreaaaaaak. strangest dream ever hahaa. hmmmm. i havent gone shopping for myself in a very long time. too bad i dont have money. well, i have some, but i kinda want to save it. but i still want to buy things. hahaha. so needy(: i still want greeeen pants. arghh. cant find them anywhereee. well im picky about the shade of it thats probably why. hahha. so basically im really enjoying my new laptop. and my dad got me a mouse for it just because. and im enjoying this wireless mouse thing too. hahahha. and having a webcam with audio is awesome too. hahaha. mann. it's 10:53. that means my internet is gonna die on me pretty soon. my parents set our modem to turn off the wireless internet at 11oclock... effmylife. hahaha. alrighteee. im out.

Saturday, December 27, 2008


okay. i really have to post about this. so i was reading around on different forums and a lot of fil-ams are upset about this. theyre upset that the philippines always bites off other countries' movies/shows/songs/etc, pretty much anything that becomes a hit. it does bother me a little bit, but some people are so extreme, saying stuff like theyre gonna disown their country. like really? please just take some time to read my reasons before you go and disown your own freakin country.

reasons why i think they should continue with this project to create a filipino version of Twilight:

1. abs-cbn (filipino channel network) BOUGHT the PERMISSION to create a filipino version of Twilight for over one million dollars. if they bought the permission, obviously stephanie meyer's people AGREEED to letting the philippines do it, obviously with GOOD reason.

2. filipino soap operas/teleseryes are only second to korean dramas. abs-cbn has created AMAZING tv shows. sure some of their attempts at fantasy are kinda lame, but thats only due to the not-so-advanced special effects. but i mean really, if LOBO (with angel locsin and piolo pascual) was able to be a big hit, why not Twilight/Takipsilim?

3. speaking of Lobo.. Twilight is kinda similar to it, so i dont understand why youre all making a big fuss about it. in Lobo, angel locsin was a werewolf-type persona who fell in love with a human. vampires? werewolves? come on now, suck it up. Lobo was a huge success as a tv series. give Twilight a chance.

4. youre gonna say that Twilight is different from Lobo because Twilight came from a book series. yeah, i know. BUT really, ALL movies that came from books does not even COMPARE to the book. the Twilight movie? youre joking me if youre saying it was great, with the book in mind. the Twilight movie was missing so much stuff. and the entire first half of the movie was just ridiculously awkward and empty. you cant compare books to their movies; no matter what series, even harry potter. you always have to think of the books and the movies are separate things.

5. now that we're talking about the Twilight movie, that chic who played bella swan? totally unbelievable. throughout the whole movie, i didnt feel she loved edward at all. being OBSESSED with someone is different from being so in love with someone. reading the saga series, you can feel that bella swan loves edward cullen. in the movie, she was just this awkward and obsessive freak. her acting was horrible. now, to relate it back to Takipsilim, filipinos are THE BEST at acting when it comes to love. the twilight series is ALL ABOUT LOVE. who else better to actually make that come to life than Filipinos? Filipinos are the best lovers, acting and real-life. YOU canNOT deny that.

6. some filipino actors&actresses are better than hollywood stars. i just proved that with number five. of course i wont deny that there are some filipino stars who try way too hard, cuz i totally agreeeee with you.

7. making Twilight a daily television series has a better chance of having details by stephanie meyers. personally i thought the Twilight movie was missing a lot. jamming really good books into movies is a horrible idea that people try to achieve.

8. Takipsilim is supposed to be a filipino version, NOT AN EXACT REPLICA. changes? of course there's gonna be changes; of course it's gonna be different. cuz its ANOTHER VERSION. i repeat, ANOTHER VERSION. Takipsilim is NOT supposed to be another COPY of twilight. just treat Twilight and Takipsilim as two separate entities.

i hope you take what ive said into consideration and try to see both sides of the story before you disown your own country. it's not a bad thing that filipinos like to make their own version of things. they're just trying to add filipino flavor to the world.. why you hatin'? why you trippin? please just relax and have some more pride for your own country for goodness sakes.

thank you for reading. please spread the word.

Monday, December 22, 2008


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Saturday, December 20, 2008


if that's what you want...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

& the lion fell in love with the lamb.

twilight apparel from hot topic is soooo expensive :[
theres a black hoodie that says "twilight" on the front. and on the back it says "i dream about being with you forever." its 34bucks!!! waaaaaaah. hahahaha. oh well. twilight has me sooo freakin obsessed its ridiculous. i want:

gaby completed my christmas by getting me new moon (:
and christmas hasnt even come yet! :D :D :D :D
thanks again gabs!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

menstrual cycle.

last week was bad. this week was horrible. today was just crap. i sat on a bench and just cried. idk why. i think its the period. (during my menstrual cycle i become more sensitive than i already am. which i didnt think was possible. haha.)

then tonight i hesitatingly went to kreative practice and i feel like the past two weeks never existed. honestly, sometimes i forget how much dance means to me. maaan oh mann.

ps. i love my dog ritzy ♥

Tuesday, December 9, 2008


i dont know why i havent posted in a month.

the number nine is starting to grow on me... NO! i refuse. nine is an upside down six. six is my favorite number! not nine.. upside down? maybe my life is slowly turning upside down. okay, maybe not that dramatic. i guess change. it's impossible to count the number of times ive ever talked about 'change' in any of my blogs. it's like this thing that i cant really get over. like i cant accept the fact that it has to exist in this world. hahaha. odd really. like an odd number. an odd number like nine.. but i like six. six is even, not odd. studies (that i havent looked up, teehee) show that the number nine is more often a favorite number than six. baaah! i refuse to give in to the world :O haha. i speak as if the world is forcing me to like the number nine.. sometimes... when youre confused about situations, your mind begins to create ideas...

im not sure i have any clue what im talking about anymore. i have a point hidden somewhere in this. but my brain is too overwhelmed by heart of darkness to think it through. oh well. i guess the number nine isnt too bad. i mean come on, it is an important date to you, rona.